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Sep. 4th, 2007

Modern Writing

When was it that we set down our pens and took up the keys?

I remember when I was young, getting my very own typewriter and loving that thing (literally) to a clattering, leaky, noisy death by rattling out day by day one of those sprawling middle school epics that we used to write when talking to friends and family seemed a tall task when life came to bite down. But for the life of me, I can't remember ever writing... REALLY writing, with a pencil. Can you?

Here and there, while on the bus or in the margins of other things, I've written (in my opinion) some pretty darn entertaining ideas and the seeds of stories that pop up when I'm away from a typewriter or computer, but (with little to no exception) I can't think of anything that I really carried out on paper. Even if it started there. Why not? Sometimes I think that writers today have slowly regrown an umbilical cord that links us to our keyboards as the superior method of jotting down our thoughts and the stories that come unearthed like fossils from the aether. Sure, it's a lot faster and there's usually the niceties of spell-checks and thesaurus programs (not to mention Dictionary.com <3), but does that take something away?

I have a very dear friend who writes, when the whim takes her, like a madwoman whose ear is pressed to those fossils from the midspace. When she's writing it's nearly impossible to get her attention. She shuts down to distraction and really WRITES, it's fantastic. Matter of fact, if you need to get her ear, it's not a bad idea to bang pots together and start rattling doorhandles as a more effective method than the regular old "Hey, would you like some cocoa?", or "Help! Where's the damn toiletpaper??" (in the latter case, you'd better just hope she mysteriously left some under the bathroom sink that you managed to glaze over in your desperation).  In all honesty, I do this too... though to a lesser extent, since I'm of a more anxious nature than I'd normally like to think or admit.

All matters of textual writing style aside, the main difference between her writing methods and mine are pretty much nil except for one thing: When it's a story screaming and rattling in her brain till it just NEEDS to get out, she writes with a pen on lined paper, and the whole thing ends up on a legal pad or wire-ringed notebook. She's like a modern-day Whitman. Writing on the computer keyboard is secondary, rather than primary medium.

Admittedly, this prolly doesn't sound too important (or even relevant) to anyone, but it makes me think. What happened to us as writers? What would Emerson think about us, typing away with all our energies flowing through the umbilical cord of our fingers and powercords into a cold machine that, with the slightest provocation (spilled coffee, anyone?) make our work disapear with a spark and a fizzle?

I take my sketchbook and pad of writing paper into the woods with me when I hike, along with a sandwich (maybe) and some coffee (usually). It's rarer and rarer that I get to do that, since hiking with company kinda kills the opportunity to disconnect from all distraction and really just sit in the shade somewhere and write or sketch. I'd personally laugh at anyone who brought their damn laptop on such an excursion, snubbing them outright as technobabbies... but then I'd go home later that night and I'd connect again, not thinking twice. After all, typing is easier on my hands by an enormous leap compared to using a pen and paper.

Did we lose something? Maybe. Probably. Enviroment dictates appropriate culture after all, but I can't help but feel like the powerplug and the keyboard are somehow inferior by far to the cramping muscles and stained notebook stories (even if there are a million places with free WiFi).

Jun. 12th, 2007

Moving soon!

So I've been packing lately, and shoving all sorts of stuff into trash bags, since Jordan and I signed some papers to move into an apartment complex around the 23rd. Most everything's packed up that really really matters (aside from computers and so on), it's just the sheer amount of stuff that I need to throw out and/or give to goodwill. There's bags and bags of trash to get rid of... one of them just twitched a little. I need a dumpster to put it in, and am contemplating making a few dark-thirty runs to the local shopping center and, ah, making some deposits in the trust fund. c.c

Still haven't told Mum. She's going to be extremely upset. Anyone who's ever tried to have a reasonable conversation about something that she belives to be a sin against god knows that intelligence and reasoning don't really properly come into it. Mum's very intelligent, and very kind, but there has never been a better example of close-mindedness when it comes to the sorts of things that I view as social rights.

Abortion, for example? 

My sister Miriam has nearly died every single time she's been pregnant. Every time. She's had three kids now, but she's also had a lot of miscarriages. Something like a miscarriage scars a person forever, and my sister is really delicate. I love her very much and it makes me mad as hell to see that even when she's losing blood and having to visit the doctors, that her husband Ryan won't do something about it.

I mean that. They have three kids. She hardly can have a phone conversation without one of them getting jealous of the attention and breaking something or hitting one of the other kids. She doesn't have the willpower to keep three in line, and she keeps risking having a fourth kid? Worse, that she's risking her life?

There's a line between stupidity and ignorance. I assumed for a long time that Miriam didn't know that she could get the pill or the shot along with the regular ol' glove, but this is insane! It's like she's waiting for Ryan to get his tubes tied, which, if she is, she can start planting corn already and waiting for pigs to fly. But there's NO WAY she doesn't know about the pill! I mean, there are commercials for it now!

But it's not like I can look at her and say: Miriam, get the doctor to fix you. She's the type to cry over anything, and that definitely qualifies as something to cry about, even for someone who isn't hopelessly depressed and feeling trapped. Last time she was pregnant (not too long ago), I spent the weekend over there making sure she didn't try to kill herself by packing things up and carrying heavy things. She was hemmoraghing, for goodness sakes, and there she was packing to move! And taking care of her brats! So I packed up her house. When Ryan came home he wanted dinner and he wanted to sit down and watch a movie, so that's what he did, while I packed and taped and threw out garbage and took care of his progency.

Then, out of the blue, he looks at me and says: 'Boy are you ever working hard. Have you been packing all day?'

>< So I very calmly said: Yes. I have. Are you enjoying your movie?

I've never seen a grown man actually look shamed, but he did. I hope it sticks, for Ryan can be a real jerk.

...Anyway, moving soon! I'd better get back to packing and garbaging and cleaning up. Jordan and I are moving into a tiny but cute little apartment out in the Bertelsen W11th area, and I'm very much looking forward to it. Walking around the apartment in my skivvies will be the first order of business, of course! (once we get some curtains)

May. 29th, 2007

Tuesday Fiddle

My first paycheck came, and I am considering getting on my bike and riding down to the bank to cash it. It is very small, but I need to give Liz 60 dollars, and put a good chunk of it into savings. That'll leave me a widgen of monies, but all is good. Somehow I have this terrible dread that it'll all go into art supplies and food, so I have to be /certain/ that I don't let it sit on my bookshelf, tempting me.

I'm worried about the surgery that I'm going into on Thursday. The dentist perscribed me antibiotics, but she didn't give me enough to be taking up till the apointment. So, being the dork that I am, I thought: Oh! That's simple, I'll just take it at half-dosage and be okay! Which was... rather unintelligent. So now she's saying that she won't perscribe me more, but I have not been regularly on them according to what it says on the bottle. Mum called a different dentist a few days ago and he freaked out, saying that the root canal would not take properly and that I should get right back onto it. But my dentist down at AR-dent Care doesn't seem to catch this. Should I be worried? >_>

Anyhow, I've got a place to couch out and be high as a kite after the surgery, where no doubt there will be jokes at the drugged-Myrrh's expense and much watching of crazy 80's movies. Also people big enough to pick me up if I fall over in the parking lot on the way home. Which is good! With what happened to Mum, it'd be a catastrophe if Mycol wasn't offering to baby-sit my rear that day.

On that note, things look up! I get to ink badass pictures! Yes! Soon as I track that sonuva vitch down, that is! I want the @Home comic to get off the ground, and I've got a few other projects clattering around in my skull that should get out soon! Rifts comic and two others are in the works (in that I doodle up ideas for them every so often).

Anyhoo! I hop on my bike and go to the bank. Let's see if the person behind the counter can see the numbers on the blue monstrosity of extreme smallness which is my first paycheck.

May. 27th, 2007

Mum's back muscles

I know a lot of you are wondering what the hell happened this saturday; I had to run from game to take care of Mum after my sister gave me a call. Ken was awesome and drove my ass home right away.

What happened was that Mum was transferring a lady from a bed to a wheelchair and pulled all the muscles  in her left side, from her arm to her hip. The worst part of it was her back. She called Miriam and told her that she was hurt really bad and then drove home after puking into the sink at work.

When I got home she was literally screaming from pain and couldn't think straight or see much of anything. Miriam and I helped her lay down on the couch using a sheet wrapped tight around her ribs and moving really really slow. The whole time she was screaming. If you know my mum, you know what I mean when I say that I wasn't wanting to call anyone that night. Then Miriam left, and so I slept on the couch across from the one that Mum was on, helping her walk to the bathroom every so often. I got about two hours of sleep, and woke up real real early to hear poor Mum puking her guts out into the sink.

Jordan and Mycol and people called me up to check on things, and so here's the summary (since I hate talking on the damn phone). Thank you guys! She's at work now (because otherwise her bosses were threatening to fire her), so I'm at Bronwyn's house. We are eating Dragon Stew once it cools down!